NoTHinG..

yesterday went to yam cha with my 'lou yao gei'..
although juz 6 of us went to old town but still feel happy..
we share our secrets together..
true fren is like my frens them..
will share evrything without hide any secret de..
i love them so much..
hihihi..
yesterday i followed my didi's fren car balik selayang..
then around 9:30pm KK came and fetch me..
in de car,we chat a while lor..
he wanna to go China for further study leh..
bu she de him..
then my ji mui called me and asked where are us..
i said we are on de way..
when reached old town,S.H.E reached ady..
hahaha..
then we started our conversation..
evrytime we meet also got a lot of stories can share de..
nice leh..
then i got saw keyz's jie jie and TK there also..
got waving to his jie jie lar..
see her so sweet with her bf ,jealous tim..
hahaha..
we chit chat till 12am then KK fetch me home lor..
on de way balik,we feel like still wanna continue to chat then we continue chat at my house there..
he asked me still don1 to find one new bf arr..
i said not now..
wait me 100% forget him then i will find lar..
also no ppl want me lar..
i scare i will treat my bf as i treat him jiang jiu charm..
better don lian lei ppl leh..
be single 1st..
KK said me tis time really fell terrible leh..
he said i looks pale again..
act i'm pale not bcoz him lar is bcoz tis few weeks prepare for de camping then become like tat de..
hahaha..
i share my story with him lor..
very happy leh..
he really is my best fren lor..
he and his gf also very sweet de..
from de talk,can conclude tat different couple got different ways to communicate..
wish KK and his gf happy forever..
i told KK tat sometimes i really will think of him de lor..
i'm so stupid rite??
i noe we are impossible de..
but dunno why is hard for me to forget tim..
maybe if one day i meet someone who better than him automatically i will forget him de lar..
for de time being,i haven meet any boy who is better than him yet..
regret is too late ady..
i'm regret..
hope i can do better next time..
i somemore told KK tat if i meet him,my heart will beat very fast de..
although juz together for more than one year i also cant put down him leh..
if together for 3 years then i nid to use how long to forget leh??
should ask tat new relationship i still nid to put all my heart in or not??
if i din put all heart in means i juz play a fool,unfair to him..
but if i put all heart in at last is end with sad ending how??
really dunno wat to do..
now juz study 1st lor..
hope one day i can forget him lar..
he is such a gud boy leh..
haiz..

MeMoRaBLe BiRtHDaY..

16th of June,2008
i have class from 10am till 8pm..
so tiring tim..
after back from college,i fast fast ate my dinner and rush to fo tang for another class..
after finish tat class,i went to my new house and have a sit..
want to see how my house look like..
hahaha..
quite nice de..
got time come and have a sit lar..
hihihi..
then mama around 11pm..
she wish me happy birthday and said will give me one big angpao..
hahaha..
happy leh..
mama is de 1st ppl who wished me de..
then around 11 something i back to my recent house..
suddenly my hp ranging..
is a ben leh..
he called me and chit chat with me sambil countdown for my birthday..
he said if he 12am called me sure cant get through de..
i'm not so famous until everyone also will call me and wish me de..
hihihi..
a ben is de 1st fren who wished me de..
then i keep receiving msg from my frens and mei mei..
so happy leh..
after end call,is kah fui's turn called me..
we also chat for abt half and hour i think..
until my ears also pain ady liao..
but happy lar..
hahaha..
then around 1am me onli went to sleep..

17th of June,2008
today morning,one of my frens asked me free or not in d afternoon..
i said ok then they said wanna go yam cha..
i'm having class on 8am so i woke up earlier to prepare myself lor..
my classmate,Yu Bin fetch me and my other classmates to class..
after translation class,we went to lecture class..
when i reached there,suddenly my fren asked me go out a while..
then i keep talking with her..
my whole B5 class bought one cake and celebrate with me leh..
i'm so suprise y all of them noe..
rupa-rupanya de day b4 they have planned it during dinner ime..
so happy leh until dunno how to describe..
1st time celebrate birthday with classmates..
we celebrate outside de DK leh..
after lecture class,i went to canteen 2 then saw gorilla them..
then all DIT2 gang sang birthday song to me in canteen..
wah!!!
they sang very loud lor until i feel pai seh also..
hahaha..
then i have to rush to next station which is gk..
my another gang of frens also waiting me there..
we ordered food and chit chat a while..
i'm so tired tat time so not much talk with them..
they also prepared one cake for me leh..
and gave me one nice gift which is mickey mp3 player..
wow..
is cute leh..
is mickey-shaped mp3 leh..
they noe i love mickey so they bought it for me..
so shuang..
hahaha..
i have late for lecture tat time coz tak sempat..
de 'Little Tree' also gave me one desert as birthday gift leh..
ate till very full lor..
today really happy lor..
many ppl celebrate with me..
my wishes really acheved ady leh..
thx my frens..
hihihi..

HaPpY FaTheR's DaY!!!

hahaha..
yesterday was father's day leh..
papa got came back from johor so after i finished my meeting on sat nite,i went to GK (my neighbour's optic shop) to tumpang auntie's car go back selayang..
many ppl said me fat liao tim after saw me..
my face really so fat arr??
charm lor..
have to keep fit ady..
hihihi..
when i reached home around 11.30pm,papa slept ady coz he was very tired..
then mei mei told me tat papa read de greeting card tat we gave him de..
she said papa read liao very gan dong wor..
kakaka..
if me,me also will gan dong de lor..
next day (sunday),i woke up earlier than mei mei them then saw papa also woke up ady..
he suddenly said: a jie, thx for ur card arr..
hahaha..
so happy to hear tat..means papa like tat card lor..
hihihihi..
afternoon i'm doing nothing at home..
i juz keep sleeping onli coz last few days always late sleep..
at nite around 6pm,we went out makan besar lar..
we ordered many dishes leh eat until our stomach also full..
mei mei somemore said she was still hungry wor..
then still early so we went to pasar malam jalan-jalan lor..
after tat papa jiu fetch me balik tbr lar..
'Happy Father's Day' to my dearest papa..
love him so much..
Muack!!!
hihihi..

My DeCiSiOn..

today morning suddenly agree with wat my leader told us..
we shouldn't be so selfish..
juz think of own feeling without others..
last few days me tegas don1 move to new house bcoz i felt ma fan somemore very far..
i dislike tat..
so keep give leader many excuses..
i noe she hope i can learn more when guiding de juniors..
so i sms her and told her tat i WILL move out to de new environment..
learning together with juniors them..
but is after de camping over..
coz tis few days we all are busy for de preparation..
i always think tat i m very bz..
but our seniors them more bz..
they even nid to work next day..
i'm really selfish..
i juz care myself..
at last i decided to MOVE OUT..
i will co-operate with my housemates them to guide juniors lar..
we are in a team and family..
have to help each other when needed..
next 2 weeks i will go to my new house lar..
we all gambateh ya..
tis time i won regret for de decision..
but last time yes..

WhO Am I???

i have lost myself..
i dunno who m i now..
maybe i m too stress and bz ba..
i feel like wanna to stop a while and take a rest..
but de time not allow me to do so..
next sat camping is coming..
HELP~
i have many things haven complete yet..
charm!!!
dunno y tis few days i always thinking of him leh..
is tat i m too miss him or some how..
i dunno..
how was him now??
i really dunno..
although i hope to noe..
suddenly got one feel tat lie on somebody's shoulder to take a rest..
but dunno where is he??
where r u??
can u tell me..
i think my wishes all will not be achieved ady..
got abit sad leh..
tis week din go back hometown..
miss my home..miss my frens..miss...

StReSs..

arr..
i want to shout out my stressness arr..
tis few weeks very stress leh..
coz i m not understand wat is de lecturers are teaching leh..
charm..
i cant follow de syllabus..
i m like losting in de maze..
i scare i cant follow up myself..
and then next week is camping ady..
de preparation still not fully prepared well..
i scare i cant perform well for tat camping..
coz i m de person in charge..
i have to be responsible for de success and failure of de camping..
feel like want to crying ady..
many things haven done yet..
somemore maybe i nid to move to new house ady leh..
i m not feeling to move out..
anyway juz see de result lar..
if cant change hen i will move to there..
hope i won get tat answer..
i want to remain at my recent house now..
feel tiring..
i nid somebody..
really nid..
hope i can catch up wat lecturers said and de camping can run smoothly..
really wosh tat..
god bless me..

???

yesterday received one announcement,one of my housemates and I have to move out to another house to guide new juniors..
erm..
after heard it,dunno should happy or sad..
de house is far from my recent rented house..
i got class till 8pm de,i scare walk back alone..
although i have time to think whether i should move to there or not,but i dunno wat is my answer leh..
if move to there,the gud thing is i can learn a lot and grow faster coz guide junior is not tat easy..
we have to be patient and teach them politely..
if i want to move in there is ok de,but dunno y my heart like got something leh..
if really want to move is on 15th of june..
now very headache..
should i move to there??
and then camping is coming soon..
i still have a lot of things haven complete yet leh..
tis 2 weeks have to complete it coz i hope de camping can run smoothly and success..
who can tell me wat should i do???